My dearest Kitty,               I'm sorry for not writing in so long; I've been vlogging as well as blogging, and I've been a bit caught up in other stuff too.               So, about the last five or so days...Saturday night: I had never had such a great night in my life! Hanging around with my three best friends and four others...well, that just makes for a good night! It was so much fun; just telling jokes, dancing, playing table football and talking rubbish! How can that not be fun?Sunday: Freya came over before Chapel, and we chatted for a bit, and then I went over to hers after Chapel, which was so much fun! We spent the morning watching Wild Child (amazing film!) and then went to Beans with Fraser in the afternoon, and back to Sidney for a bit. We went back to the road again in the evening, and, even though it wasn't as much fun as the Saturday, it was still great! Thank you so much for a really great day, Freya!Monday: zilch.Tuesday: zilch.Wednesday: Navy mock exam (failed...) and a bloody ridiculous email from Fraser. Which is why I feel so down. I mean, I know that it's just his point of view, but all I wanted to do was go to Beans with my three best friends - Hector, Fraser and Freya - and have fun! I don't think I will go after all...it all depends. I might go and see if Hector wants to go to the Coffee Tavern instead. Or something like that. I'd like it if Freya could come too, but I think she'll go with Fraser and Steph. I'm really just extremely - excuse my French - pissed off avec Fraser. I mean, how much of an arse can you be to send someone an email like that?Either way, it's getting me down again. Really down. I want to go and do 'it' again, but, of course, I can't...it's only been five and a half days since that last one (which, by the way, I think might be infected, because it's still weeping and the plaster won't come off...)I can't really see the point in not, though. But I'm going to try...for Freya.But, God, am I irritated! Well, not so much irritated as angry and depressed...Yours,FrancescaP.S. Five and a half days...I'm going to go and vlog to take my mind off it.