Dear Kitty,           I wish that I'd never listened to them! How could I have been so stupid? Of course she was going to tell Mrs Watt; of course I'm angry; and, most of all, of course Mrs Watt's going to tell Mum and Dad. Why did I ever agree to go? I wish that I hadn't so much!           I just feel so...so...angry! I wish that I hadn't gone; I can't change the past, but how could I possibly have been such a fool? I'm refusing to cry...but I did. I cried in front of Amanda...it was only a little bit, but now I just feel even worse about it. I wish so much that I hadn't gone.I'll write more later; now to try to forget and to get ready for the Kirkeby Christmas Dinner.But, oh, Kitty...if only I hadn't gone.Francesca