Dear Kitty,             Tonight's the night; I'm going to swallow my pride and apologise to Samson. I know that I've just been a stuck-up bitch recently...well, that's going to change. It is also (hopefully) going to be the first night since Monday (I think) that I haven't hurt myself. And Hector is coming! He has been the sweetest person ever to me recently, even though I've been completely horrible, to which I can only say that he has to be the nicest person that I have ever met in my life. Isla has done the same thing, so they are the two best friends I could possibly wish for. I love them both so much!!!!             Anyway, I have to go; it's tea time.I'll report back later,FranoxxxxxxxP.S. About 18 and a half hours...hopefully it'll be 22 and a half hours this time tomorrow.