Dear Kitty,              I'm back again; we've had our ISCO results back. For some obscure reason, it thinks that I'm good at Maths...excuse me? Set five, I think you'll find!              My head still really hurts, and I've still got so much to think about. I don't know what to do about anything at the moment...and I really need to talk to someone about it. I don't know who to talk to; how do you just ring someone whilst crying and just expect them to be able to listen to you? More importantly, how can I possibly tell someone else how I feel and then not let them worry? I'd rather die than let my friends worry about me. I just don't know what to do.               But for once, I want to be able to think about me. I just want someone to phone me for a change. I'm sick of carrying the world's problems. I just want someone to talk to, someone who'll take the weight for me. I don't know what I want anymore. These urges just keep growing, and while I'm trying so hard not to, I don't know how else to let anything out. I know that I shouldn't...but what else can I do? But I can't. I can't. I've got to stop...but I want to so much.I'm trying so hard not to, but I want to so much. I've got to distract myself. I have to. Francesca