Last night I had a dream that I miscarried. The baby came out intact in a plastic bag. It had instructions on why I lost the baby. It also had what would\'ve have been the babies life. A piece of paper. Year by year of what his life would have been. i felt sooo empty and like a failure. I don\'t know if i can do this anymore. Trying to take it easy :(
So No spotting. Minimal cramping. More exhausted than hungry. Some nausea (but only when eating). Lots of burping. Hoping these are all good signs. Ultra Sound on Tuesday/ Hoping to see a little baby.
Have had a cold for the past couple days. Morning sickness is gone. Trying not to read into every little feeling. Ultra sound Tuesday. Hopefully everything is good.
So freaking out because I\'ve had a headache for 4days. I feel like I haven\'t been eating great. And had some cramping at work today. No bleeding. No bump. Can\'t wait for my MD appt 1/29. Just want to here the heartbeat again :(
Not a good night. Went to the ER for some pain and what I thought was spotting. Waited 3 1/2 hours. After 3 1/2 hours the wait time was still 3 hours more. I was 1am. Had to work in the am. So i left. Hopefully everything is fine :(
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Last night I had a dream that I miscarried. The baby came out intact in a plastic bag. It had instructions on why I lost the baby. It also had what would\'ve have been the babies life. A piece of paper. Year by year of what his life would have been. i felt sooo empty and like a failure. I don\'t know if i can do this anymore. Trying to take it easy :(
Today was better. Trying to stay positive. A little bit low back pain tonight.
So No spotting. Minimal cramping. More exhausted than hungry. Some nausea (but only when eating). Lots of burping. Hoping these are all good signs. Ultra Sound on Tuesday/ Hoping to see a little baby.
Ultra sound today. I got to see the little baby. So happy. Feeling blessed. Saw the heart beat right away. So happy 128HR! Appt 1week.
Have had a cold for the past couple days. Morning sickness is gone. Trying not to read into every little feeling. Ultra sound Tuesday. Hopefully everything is good.
So heart beat is strong at 158. Got to hear the heartbeat. Everything is progressing as it should. So grateful. Feeling blessed. Thanking GOD.
ultrasound went great! Tech says she thinks that baby is a boy! Very excited.
So freaking out because I\'ve had a headache for 4days. I feel like I haven\'t been eating great. And had some cramping at work today. No bleeding. No bump. Can\'t wait for my MD appt 1/29. Just want to here the heartbeat again :(
Not a good night. Went to the ER for some pain and what I thought was spotting. Waited 3 1/2 hours. After 3 1/2 hours the wait time was still 3 hours more. I was 1am. Had to work in the am. So i left. Hopefully everything is fine :(
Its been awhile since I wrote. 35 weeks plus. MD appointment went awesome. Baby looks great. Doctor says any week now. Just gotta do some nesting. :)