Woke up teary. Trying to stay positive. I know GOD has a purpose. I want to let him guide me but i don\'t understand. I was ready to move on. Keep trying. And stay positive. Then... surprise! I\'m pregnant. Only to be told its probably not viable? I don\'t understand. Trying to keep my faith. Not in the pregnancy but in GOD\'s will. I don\'t understand.
survived the weekend. Had my blood tested today. Praying levels are doubling. Thinking of changing OBGYN. Don\'t feel like I\'m being heard at this other place.
Woke up this morning. Do not feel pregnant at all. Just tired. Walked into my living room and saw one of the buds on my orchid is opening. For some reason it gives me hope. Not for this pregnancy but the future. This will happen when it is supposed to happen. Until then I\'m going to take it easy. Enjoy what I DO have. And wait for my doctor to call.
So had an US. Everything measured 5weeks. MD thought he could see a small gestational sack. Which is good because he thought he wouldn\'t see anything. Taking everything a day at a time. Goal is to show increase at next US. That will be done on 11/20. Blood work will be done 11/17. Praying for my baby. Thanking God. VERY crampy tonight. Sharp pain. Thought I started my period.
Made it through the weekend. No bleeding. Some cramping and low back pain. Blood test tomorrow. Results Tuesday. U/S thursday. But thinking one day at a time. Very stressful weekend at work, hopefully it didn\'t affect the baby.
Went to the MD due to some pain last night. Measuring 5w5d. One day less than last ultra sound. Levels are up though 7879. Higher than last pregnancy. SO still waiting. New U/S so next week. MD said there needs to be a heartbeat. Feeling drained and overwhelmed.
I\'m really struggling today. Having trouble taking things a day at a time. Having trouble staying positive. I want to cry and cry and cry but can\'t. I\'m just so scared. I know worrying about it doesn\'t solve anything. BUT I JUST CAN\'T STOP. I trust in God. I know its only his will, but i;m so much trouble understanding.
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Blood test done. Awaiting results. Took 4 pregnancy test last night. All positive. Trying to take it a day at a time.
Today was hard. Got a call from MD. HCG levels are low. MD says, \"Its early.\" Feel like I\'m going through dejay vu
Woke up teary. Trying to stay positive. I know GOD has a purpose. I want to let him guide me but i don\'t understand. I was ready to move on. Keep trying. And stay positive. Then... surprise! I\'m pregnant. Only to be told its probably not viable? I don\'t understand. Trying to keep my faith. Not in the pregnancy but in GOD\'s will. I don\'t understand.
Well when it rains it pours. Got in a hug car accident today... :\\
So went against my rule. Took another pregnancy test. Early response. Line is darker.Hoping my levels are doubling.
Headache last night. Woke up with a headache this morning. The kind I get when I\'m about to get my period. :/
survived the weekend. Had my blood tested today. Praying levels are doubling. Thinking of changing OBGYN. Don\'t feel like I\'m being heard at this other place.
Woke up this morning. Do not feel pregnant at all. Just tired. Walked into my living room and saw one of the buds on my orchid is opening. For some reason it gives me hope. Not for this pregnancy but the future. This will happen when it is supposed to happen. Until then I\'m going to take it easy. Enjoy what I DO have. And wait for my doctor to call.
So doctor called. Levels are doubling. Trying to enjoy this small victory :)
So had an US. Everything measured 5weeks. MD thought he could see a small gestational sack. Which is good because he thought he wouldn\'t see anything. Taking everything a day at a time. Goal is to show increase at next US. That will be done on 11/20. Blood work will be done 11/17. Praying for my baby. Thanking God. VERY crampy tonight. Sharp pain. Thought I started my period.
No period yesterday. No period today (yet). Once day at a time.
Made it through the weekend. No bleeding. Some cramping and low back pain. Blood test tomorrow. Results Tuesday. U/S thursday. But thinking one day at a time. Very stressful weekend at work, hopefully it didn\'t affect the baby.
Blood work done this morning. No spotting or bleeding. Praying my levels are progressing. :)
Went to the MD due to some pain last night. Measuring 5w5d. One day less than last ultra sound. Levels are up though 7879. Higher than last pregnancy. SO still waiting. New U/S so next week. MD said there needs to be a heartbeat. Feeling drained and overwhelmed.
I\'m really struggling today. Having trouble taking things a day at a time. Having trouble staying positive. I want to cry and cry and cry but can\'t. I\'m just so scared. I know worrying about it doesn\'t solve anything. BUT I JUST CAN\'T STOP. I trust in God. I know its only his will, but i;m so much trouble understanding.