7 months today

  I can't believe that it has been over half a year that I have had to go on without you. We would have celebrated our 4th Anniversary last week. I tried to just keep busy so that I didn't have to think about my life without you. And today marks 7 months without you. Again, I will keep busy and try not to think about it. YOU, I will think about, like I do everyday and everynight.
  I have been busy with getting our business up and going. I hope you would be proud of what I have accomplished without you. We shot commercials last week, I secured a space at the Kansas State Fair, and I have someone updating our website so that we can take payments. The product will be here in just a couple of weeks. I have a patent attorney finishing up the final details of the patent. I think I have it covered, but it is all new to me. You were always there to stand behind my chair at the desk and encourage me when I got discouraged. I know you are still there by myside. Its just hard not to see you there.
  I just want you to know how much I miss you today, on this 7 month mark. It gets easier everyday, but then it doesn't. I know only those who have experienced it know what I mean.
 Love ya baby,