Why

Why can't I feel like I did a few days ago. And why did I have to argue with my mom.  She's just trying to help me. I hate asking people for help. I hate how everything is such a huge chore for me. Filling out a Medicaid form online should not have caused suck issues. 
 
This is the thire day in a row I did not take a walk so I'm sure that has something to do with my mood. I'm sick of the anger and mood swings. There has to be a med that can help me or something. I have zero energy. I'm sick of my I don't care attitude but I can't seem to change it. Maybe the acupuncture actually helped. I have gifts on the kitchen table that I don't care about wrapping,don't feel like baking my usual Christmas cookies,nothing.
 
John goes to bed at 8 and I sit up till 2 randomly crying. The sweating has to stop. I really need to try the estrogen again. I'm sick of doctors saying its up to you. Just tell me the estrogen will help or not. Do I need to be on the synthroid still? How does my thyroid number go from 3.3 to 0.60 to 1.4 in 2 months. I want answers. I want my sex life back. I want energy. It's the holidays and I feel so selfish and afraid of everything. I feel like such a burden to everyone. 

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spacepony
spacepony

This sounds trying--I am sorry your experiencing a rough time. Those tsh values are too erratic imo. Have you been checked for thyroid antibodies? Doctors often turn responsibility onto the patient when they are stumped, uninformed, (lazy), or.... You can pm... I\'ve had some menopausal and thyroid issues, though I\'m not assuming that\'s what\'s up for you... Hugs xx