Ugh
Why can't I find a med that makes me feel normal and not awful physically. I can't afford to be tired or out of it because I'm suppose to be eating a certain amount of calories everyday and doing physical therapy for my POTS. I feel like its either have mood swings and crying spells and feel like myself or try a pill that makes me feel awful.
The depakote is making me angry on top of feeling like a vegetable. It took me 4 hours to file for disability with the help of my mom the other day. Now on this med I can't concentrate on watching a football game. I just want to feel normal. I don't get why I can't try lamictal again. I'm starting to think my p doc is getting frustrated with me for not responding to meds. I just want to feel better. Maybe I should be taking hormones. I just want a doctor to give me answers.
The depakote is making me angry on top of feeling like a vegetable. It took me 4 hours to file for disability with the help of my mom the other day. Now on this med I can't concentrate on watching a football game. I just want to feel normal. I don't get why I can't try lamictal again. I'm starting to think my p doc is getting frustrated with me for not responding to meds. I just want to feel better. Maybe I should be taking hormones. I just want a doctor to give me answers.
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oh darling, that\'s what we all want. don\'t feel bad about trying to fight for what you need to help you. if you\'re already having these reactions to depakote, call your pdoc (if they accept calls, mine doesn\'t) and flat out tell him/her that you can\'t take this and want to go back on lamictal. good luck.