I cut tonight.... Typing those words.. I feel so disappointed... But.. I couldn't stop myself.. I feel like a failure...I look at my arm... And honestly.. I didn't want to stop when I did... I still keep considering cutting again and it's only been about.. Maybe 2 hrs.. I feel so pathetic right now... I was doing good.. I mean, I've resisted soo much.. And now I'm back to where I started.. I can barely breathe.. Crying like an idiot.. I feel so stupid right now..... I just want this feeling to go away...