About this girl I've been obsessed with. So she made certain I know that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I told her I still care about her alot. I realized in my heart that she just doesn't care about me enough, and it is just not healthy for me to try to keep a friendship or relationship with her.
Her friends made sure I know that they don't want me to be her friend anymore either. They insulted me and stuff. So I will just stop. Maybe in a year or something she will know that I'm not as bad of a person as my love sickness made me out to be.
I think that I'll talk more to my online friend that might be interested in me. I know she cares about me, and that's what I need most right now. I'll keep it as just a friendship unless I develop more feelings for her. It won't be a good relationship otherwise.