Reflecting

As I sit here at work waiting for all to be available to take lunch together.  Just as at home I want us all to eat together.  I started reflecting on how I never would have imagined I would be without my Tim.  I am saddened on how I don't know what the future holds.  I am a start, middle and end kind of person and I can not see the end.  That scares the hell out of me.  How can a person reach a goal if there is no end? How do you feel you accomplished something?  I strive to answer this.  Bottom line I am scared.
Hugs, Sandi

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Community Leadercliffskat
cliffskat

Sandi, I know what you mean -- I always had a plan and a \"Plan B\" too. Those all evaporated when Cliff died. It\'s okay if you don\'t have a plan right now. Or if you make getting through one day at a time the goal and plan. Give yourself credit for every victory, however small it seems. Hang in there - I know it\'s scary, but you CAN do this - heck - you ARE doing this!

Love and Hugs,
Martha