Holidays were awful, very quiet and not worth remembering at all.  Even the tree was a lonely item this year.  Job hunt - I get calls and interviews but it is slow right now and my consulting income is all I have with me right now.  Spouse just overdrew her account so I will be helping her but it is hard on me for my resources are absolute minimal now.  Very very depressed.  I had two interviews in the city cancelled on me by the company - not my fault as I showed up and another pair these past two days gone to cancel because client is unavailable.  Very depressed and worried. Helluva start to 2008