Second week of job hunt tomorrow, one interview on Wednesday and sending out resumes tonight too.  We had an enjoyable day with friends in Cold Spring NY just to do something NORMAL but my wife is super stressed about forthcoming load of the house coming down on her and I can sense it.  Tomorrow, too, I have to let the credit cards know of situation and that is downer in many ways.  Do not feel like a provider for anybody right now so still feel super poor about many things..