1:35 pm, lotsa resumes out but I am now competing with Thanksgiving so giving up and just waiting for time to pass.  I am somewhat blocked in, feel that any time I am not job searching I am waisting precious time indeed and don't feel like going out for depressive walks.  I am worried about my past jobs and my mental ability to mess them up by comparison to previous good jobs - at least I recognize that now, a job too late .... sad.  Worried though about me.  So the next 48 hours are dead in terms of job hunt and may as well enjoy what I have.  I did get a check for $450 today which helps ease the strain of immediate money worries.  Not by much but it helps.Replies welcome as I am very alone right now and depressed.