Spouse is taking this news in stride but only because I am keeping myself upbeat and positive, which is difficult to do.  I think, as with earlier times, you are going to see more of me here on this board.  November must be a bad month.November 2005 my 8 years with Aon came to an endNovember 2006 I was fired from Continuum Health Partners, nervous breakdownNovember 2007 - fired from Spectra Labs but building my outside business.I do hope I can build it, it is one helluva challenge.