11/20: Woke up at 5:30 instead of earlier, still stressed and still worried and job hunt is impacted by the short week ahead, so will have to hunker down a bit and live light. Keeping spirits up but it is very very hard right now.

Results of the day better: bank account came up positive, got some ebay stuff out, solved a computer problem at a local account and picked up a laptop to build: some money is coming in, slowly but it is there. Evening: feeling better. So far.