11/11/06: 24 hours after losing a job through bad anger and attitude, a job that was a real horror show too. May have blown unemployment and have extremely limited funds. I am coping on minimal internals right now. Daughter moved out properly and spouse is in Atlanta, so being alone right now is really bad.
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11/12/06: Woke up at about 4am, could not sleep and spent about 2 hours planning ways to kill myself, not a healthy activity and - after getting coffee in town and a bun (which tasted really bad) I am awake, feeling somewhat better and moving into a Sunday. Not out of the woods yet, but at least I did not waste daylight time too badly.