I feel like shit. Even though in actuality, I probably ate less than 500 cals, I feel like I ate a thousand....I MUST WORK IT OFF! I hate this shit! I would feel so better if I was in my real body. If I was in my real body, I can eat 500 cals and be ok. I can restrict and don't have to worry so much about starving myself....just every so often....and I definitely wont need to purge or take laxatives. I hate this body now. I miss the real me. I need to get me back.......I'm going to work out.