It's going to be hard, but I will still diet.....however, I will make sure to eat atleast 500 cals most days. I will eat less than 100 cals, but I need atleast 500 cals a day (most days). I will exercise everyday on the weekdays and watch what I eat. I will limit myself to 1 serving a meal, and try to eat atleast 2ce a day. I will try to keep healthy foods in the kitchen (esp cabbage, carrots, etc) so that I can make my own meals more than eating in the cafeteria (caf). I'm excited about the weight I'm losing. I haven't lost pounds yet, but today I did notice that my clothes fit a bit differently than usual. Yes, I still have a ways to go, but getting upset and torturing myself wont help at all. Sometimes I do like starving myself.......it's what I'm used to (even though it's been years since I've restricted my meals on a long-term regular basis). Also, I am going to tell a friend about my possible eating disorder....I think I may have used to been anorexic and at times, I really want to go back. I never vomit, but I did restrict my meals (sometimes not eating at all)..........and to be honest, if I could throw up, I would......
This year I am working on being my best......I make mistakes, but I wont ever stop improving.