Today...

Today, for a split second, I thought no one cared about me. I was upset and wanted to cry. I needed a ride to Walmart. I even offered $5 for gas, but everyone was busy. Many people didn't even read my facebook statuses, and I had to send texts and messages to a few people that didn't answer back. It was like things just kept coming up for everyone, and I started wondering if everyone was just lying so they could have nothing to do with me. One girl even said her tire was flat, and I started to doubt it. I went for a walk and I saw that it was flat...so then I started wondering if she let the air out or something just to make it look flat, just so she had an excuse.....yeah, crazy (I know). I knew in my head that it was just a coincidence that things kept coming up so that I couldn't get a ride, but in my heart, I started hurting a little. Finally someone saw a message I sent them and was able to take me. After I got back, two or three others responded too and said that in the future, if I need a ride, they would be there for me. It made me happy to know that I have nice people that I can count on....but I still feel a bit lonely....and part of me wonders if they will really be there.......and if they really care, or are they just being nice...