I feel good today :) I am REALLY REALLY TIRED!!!!!!!!! But that's the life of a college student :D One more month to go! I pray I do good grade wise and make it to the end in one piece! LOL!
I started a new diet last week......no meat. It's kinda more like a fast, at least for a month, after that, I don't know how I will decide to do.....I might adopt this as my new way of life, at least for this year maybe :) I'm also trying to stay away from carbs. Every since I started this no meat fast, I have uped the amount of carbs I can consume, but I still try to stay away from as many as possible :) I am losing weight, and can NOT WAIT until I am back down to like 150/160 LBS! I CAN"T WAIT I CAN"T WAIT I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!!!! LOL!
I really wish I can sleep right about now.........ugh, 3-4.5 more hours and I can take a nap.................can't wait for that neither...
OH YEAH! GREAT NEWS! My ex and I are going back out, yes! I love him SO much! Well actually, I have to admit, he agreed to go out with me for a week. I was surprised, since he is in this whole anti-relationship phase. He doesn't want to be with anyone right now, but he is willing to go with me for a week? The way it happen was, I was saying how he doesn't really care and probably wouldn't even go with me for even a week (or something along those lines), and he straight up cut me off saying that he wouldn't mind. I was speechless and lost everything I was thinking and talking about. The convoo ended there, but we talked about it later. After thinking about it, the next day, I agreed to do it. He said ok, but only for one week and we are just friends/going out.........so I got upset ad said what's the point. I told him if he didn't want to do it, he should just say no, and he said he will to go out with me. So......yeah.......it feels so good being with him again, and he is treating me so well........but I don't want to break up with him in a week.........I pray he feels the same and doesn't break up with me.......Lord knows I would be one happy woman :)
I will write in you again journal and tell you more about my boyfriend and my relationship later :)
I started a new diet last week......no meat. It's kinda more like a fast, at least for a month, after that, I don't know how I will decide to do.....I might adopt this as my new way of life, at least for this year maybe :) I'm also trying to stay away from carbs. Every since I started this no meat fast, I have uped the amount of carbs I can consume, but I still try to stay away from as many as possible :) I am losing weight, and can NOT WAIT until I am back down to like 150/160 LBS! I CAN"T WAIT I CAN"T WAIT I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!!!! LOL!
I really wish I can sleep right about now.........ugh, 3-4.5 more hours and I can take a nap.................can't wait for that neither...
OH YEAH! GREAT NEWS! My ex and I are going back out, yes! I love him SO much! Well actually, I have to admit, he agreed to go out with me for a week. I was surprised, since he is in this whole anti-relationship phase. He doesn't want to be with anyone right now, but he is willing to go with me for a week? The way it happen was, I was saying how he doesn't really care and probably wouldn't even go with me for even a week (or something along those lines), and he straight up cut me off saying that he wouldn't mind. I was speechless and lost everything I was thinking and talking about. The convoo ended there, but we talked about it later. After thinking about it, the next day, I agreed to do it. He said ok, but only for one week and we are just friends/going out.........so I got upset ad said what's the point. I told him if he didn't want to do it, he should just say no, and he said he will to go out with me. So......yeah.......it feels so good being with him again, and he is treating me so well........but I don't want to break up with him in a week.........I pray he feels the same and doesn't break up with me.......Lord knows I would be one happy woman :)
I will write in you again journal and tell you more about my boyfriend and my relationship later :)
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