Hope

I feel soooooooo much better today. I had some really crappy moments yesterday. I am so glad I am not struggling with depression the way I did for years (like 8yrs to about 20/21yrs old). I would have probably ended up walking down some bad streets or taking pills or something, LOL! I know that's not anything to laugh about, but I'm laughing out of thankfulness and also because I don't know how else to react. Anyway, I am still hopeful. It's like, for some reason, all I feel and see is hope.....like things WILL be looking up moree and more, VERY soon....
I'm so happy right now :) Things have been crappy here and there, but I am SOOOOOOO happy, OMG!