So...I am officially stressed. I don't know how to study.....but I'm a music major........practice and studying is my life....if I don't learn NOW how to manage my time but not overwork myself, I'm going to crash....again.........I'm doing so good now, I can't fall again...this sucks. I keep thinking, why did I choose to take 17 hours? I feel so horrible right now...I'm prob going to need to make an appointment with the school's counselor.....but would I even have time for that?
My body is aching, literally. It's probably from stress. My back, my wrists, my knee and ankle....but even still, with all this going on, why is it that I am sitting here with a smile on my face. With all my complaints and annoyances....and all the stress I'm writting about and feeling, I am still smiling on the inside....and I actually feel hopeful........wow......talk about optimism :) LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!