So.......because of a little stress, my surpressed emotions started to surface, causing me to become slightly emotional and stress even more. This caused me to start getting little sick (colds, muscle aches, fatigue), causing me to get even more emotional, causing me to stress more. My emotions caused me to confront my ex about how I felt, which didn't help, which stressed me out more. The stress caused me to start becoming slightly confused, and added with my emotions, I keep buggin my ex until we discuss everything that happened between us, and why we broke up. This cause me to notice he doesn't want to talk about it and never tells me the real/entire reason, which stresses me more. I'm aching all the time and really emotional at times, so I tried to suppress it all. Everything was fine for a few weeks, but I started feeling the stress again. I didn't realize how much I had been stressing out, not before I suppressed it all, and espessially not while I was locking my feelings away. Then before I knew it.......because of alittle stress, the depression came back. It was completely gone, but I notice the signs. It's not nearly as bad as before, and I refuse to let it get that far. Still......I'm mad it came back.
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