thoughts....

The best thing for me right now, is to go back to SC State. I need my music as well as art, one with out the other just isn't good enough. I'm gonna get counseling this time, so I wont be alone. I pray, I pray so hard that I can get back in band. Playing my drum....I miss it so much, becuase strapped up, nothing matters, you're safe, there is no hurt. Plus it's a passion of mine, my drum....and my voice. Ahh, I can't wait to get in another singing group. And to see my friends, and hear all their stories....can't wait for heaven on earth to begain. That's how my college life felt, heaven on earth....or atlease while I was coping it did....so this time, I know life will be extatic! Since I wont make myself fight alone anymore. And on top of all that, I'll have my paint....man, I wish the fall wasn't so far away...