There are so many things that i need to do... Writing more often here is one of them. While writing wont "change" anything external in my life, perhaps it will help to change something internal. Hopefully that will in turn help me to change the external things that need changing.
I'm not going to go into what has been going on in my life. ( my fingers would go numb before i was done typing) I just have this emptyness, or feeling of worthlessness, that just wont go away. So many things that i NEED to do it is hard to allow my self time to do things like write.
That being said, Off to work!!