Today was not so good. I am feeling very depressed, and all i want to do is go to sleep for a very long time. like maybe a month or two.I work in the convention buisness. I set up and operate the video gear at these convintions. Well today i went to the convention and on the surface it appeared to be about epilepsy.The discussion today was actually about depression. I had to sit for 6 hours and listen to a room of psychiatrists talk about clinical depression. Of course as they brought up different survey forms that they use for their patients on the projection screens, i get to see over and over again how high i rank in the derpession catagory. I just mostly felt sick the entire day. This was a one day convention, so i dont have to go back tomorrow. How do you deal with something like that? I mean its not like anyone was holding an inaproriate conversation with me, and i could'nt just leave. It was my job to pay attention and make certain that the video goes right. So i just sat there and listened to everything. It was just very painfull.
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yes, THAT IS A BAD DAY. i have no idea how you made it through that. omg, how horrible. i don\'t even know what to write.
but you made it through. that is something, and who know\'s maybe your subconcience picked up some encouraging tidbit that you consciously zoned out on, that will come in handy when you least expect it.
i\'m sorry you had to endure that. i hope you were able to take care of yourself (needs, emotions, feelings, etc) after the show was over?
and thank God it was a one day thing. THERE IS A GOD!!
xxoo