Today was not so good. I am feeling very depressed, and all i want to do is go to sleep for a very long time. like maybe a month or two.I work in the convention buisness. I set up and operate the video gear at these convintions. Well today i went to the convention and on the surface it appeared to be about epilepsy.The discussion today was actually about depression. I had to sit for 6 hours and listen to a room of psychiatrists talk about clinical depression. Of course as they brought up different survey forms that they use for their patients on the projection screens, i get to see over and over again how high i rank in the derpession catagory. I just mostly felt sick the entire day. This was a one day convention, so i dont have to go back tomorrow. How do you deal with something like that?  I mean its not like anyone was holding an inaproriate conversation with me, and i could'nt just leave. It was my job to pay attention and make certain that the video goes right. So i just sat there and listened to everything. It was just very painfull.