I am getting ready to go to therapy today. I dont know if it will do anygood today since i am feeling pretty numb. There are so many "other" issues going on right now that i can spare time to work on the issues that i have from the abuse. Frustrating. I have to go out of town again on Friday. I am starting to really hate traviling. I've been looking for actuall full time work. The job at the college sounds promising, but they have not even made the position public yet. I had insider info. They will not start the process untill the position is officially made public, and they have not started the process for making it public. They are dragging there feet big time. I went ahead and applied for a truck driving position today. The job has overtime available, and with the OT i could make enough to finally pay all of the bills. I just dont know if the position is for short haul / local delivery, or long haul / out of state. I hope it is loacal. I just need a job where i can stay home and afford to live in my house. Thats all i want. not much to ask for.
Anyways, i gotta go. its time to head out for my appointment.