Can't stand this life anymore! Don't know how much more bullshit I can take! I 've had enough!! I can't deal with this shit anymore! Nothing ever gets any better! Every time i move one step forward, I'm knocked back two steps! It never fucking ends!!! Wish I could go to sleep and never wake up! Wish I could make that happen. I just don't have the guts to make that happen! Even if I did have the guts I'd probably fuck that up too, just like everything else I've ever tried to do. I'd probably survive the attempt, but be a vegetable for the rest of my life and be more miserable than I am now. If that's even possible.
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I\'m so sorry that u feel this way! I know how it is cuz\' I\'ve been there. I attempted in Feb. of this year and woke up on a ventilator thinking it was still the same day, but it was the next day. DON\'T DO IT!! Many people love u, tho\' u may not feel that way. I\'ve been thinking about u a lot and wondering if you\'d call or if I should call u! I\'m sorry that I haven\'t had access to a working computer since my move. This house computer was on the brink till\' now apparantly. I think I\'ll call u tonight, just to see if you\'re ok and I hope that u are! Call me anytime. I\'m here! Please take care of yourself and seek help that u need. -Heather-