60 day mark

I have never wanted something more, and although the addiction has tried to suck me back in, I have fought the urges, and I will continue to fight the urges, whenever they creep up. its funny how this addiction can try to convince me that I miss the gambling, or that its okay if I go just for a little bit, my addiction tells me, I'm not an addict, and if I listen to the addiction, and I act on it by allowing it to convince me I can gamble, I'll be right back in the addiction, that I am sure of. I am in recovery, I say that, loud an proud. Someone wrote in another post "Get Real." For me, nothing is more real, for me, I want recovery, not only do I need it, I want it. Thanks for all your love and support. xoxox