6/26/2013

Met a few "friends" in Swansea in Britain,,, some on here.. I should like to go there and stay for a few months,,, kind of get a different and new perspective on things ,, well.. I am working on that ,, not sure I can pull it off,, still very early in the game ,, Just did my walk and beat out the rain by about 15 minutes ,, it is pouring right now ,,.. still haven't seriously committed to searching for a volunteer job,,,, paying jobs seem pretty hopeless right now ,,, I am only looking for something part time regardless,, which makes it even tougher...
 
Tomorrow the front lawn should be ready for mowing ,,, with this rain it should be ready,, I am maintaining constancy with my diet so far,,,, maybe this sounds crazy but I hit McD's in the early afternoon for a snack wrap,,and a decaf ,, I may have a small fries ...and  that is it till dinner which is a soup,,, (vegs or something similar,,,a few crackers.. or a cereal ,,,or maybe a small amount of pasta and sauce of some kind and perhaps some  tuna,,  or chicken chunks ,,  if I get greedy I may have some popcorn during the evening ,,, depends,,  I couldn't follow a published diet ,,,I have tried and I can't sustain it ,, also besides losing weight I am attempting to keep cost down as I can,,,( more of a secondary concern though),,
 
Was hit with a mean bout of depression this morning ,, have been having depression tainted dreams,, had one last night ,,, I got up really late and got stuck in bed ,,,,again,,, I really need to find a workable strategy to get me out of the house relatively early,,, still a work in progress,,