6-12-16

This is the  first real Day 1 for me.  No where I can go to gamble.  Had to really take the first real step for a change.  Would ban at one place but kept one available to go to. But June 12 2016 is beginning  my new life. I banned from winstar too. Just had to do it. No help from mom or son, they always want to go. Then on drive home I'd be angry at them cause I am a compulsive gambler and they know it but just keep asking about going. But no more. I told Jen what I have done ,banning self . she says good for you. About time.