Hello DS Brothers and Sisters,
I tried to comment on topics but can't get there. I'll try again later. I miss you all dearly. I am in survival mode and feeling wonderful emotionally and spiritually. YAY! I still have boxes to unload and I am seriously contemplating going to Arizona with my sweet pooch and letting go of much except my mattress and boxes of things I use them putting them into a small storage bin. Go to my friend's home on the reservation that she has welcomed me too for so long now. I could save for a few months that way and then have my stuff moved out when I get my own small place, and have a fresh start in the beautiful Sonora Desert I couldn't start this process for a few months because I am still recovering from my move here lol. My son continues to text cruel unwarranted comments to me and threatens to disconnect my phone of which I am on his family plan. I pray for him to get out of victim mode and take responsibility for his position in life, however it's not my call, this belongs to the Almighty
So I turn my suffering son over to God and out of my head. I still miss my grandsons so very much though. Anyway I am going to meditate on my next move as far as getting out to the Desert. I know answers will come. I have been reading and doing a bit of writing. I must discipline myself to write for at least an hour each day. If I wrote nonsense it still will take me to my goal of writing my book. I had an MRI for a check on breast cancer and it came out clear .. YAY!!!
I miss you all so much and hope to come back later to get to comments and Hugs!
Oh by the way my housemate and I are getting along much better since I put a note up on my door to please do not disturb as I am ill .., put Thank you and a smile face. We actually watch movies together occasionally and have a few laughs. She has lightened up as I have also extended a hand of kindness with a boundary. She like most just needs some loving kindness with mutual respect.
Gentle Loving Hugs my Dearest DS Family
I tried to comment on topics but can't get there. I'll try again later. I miss you all dearly. I am in survival mode and feeling wonderful emotionally and spiritually. YAY! I still have boxes to unload and I am seriously contemplating going to Arizona with my sweet pooch and letting go of much except my mattress and boxes of things I use them putting them into a small storage bin. Go to my friend's home on the reservation that she has welcomed me too for so long now. I could save for a few months that way and then have my stuff moved out when I get my own small place, and have a fresh start in the beautiful Sonora Desert I couldn't start this process for a few months because I am still recovering from my move here lol. My son continues to text cruel unwarranted comments to me and threatens to disconnect my phone of which I am on his family plan. I pray for him to get out of victim mode and take responsibility for his position in life, however it's not my call, this belongs to the Almighty
So I turn my suffering son over to God and out of my head. I still miss my grandsons so very much though. Anyway I am going to meditate on my next move as far as getting out to the Desert. I know answers will come. I have been reading and doing a bit of writing. I must discipline myself to write for at least an hour each day. If I wrote nonsense it still will take me to my goal of writing my book. I had an MRI for a check on breast cancer and it came out clear .. YAY!!!
I miss you all so much and hope to come back later to get to comments and Hugs!
Oh by the way my housemate and I are getting along much better since I put a note up on my door to please do not disturb as I am ill .., put Thank you and a smile face. We actually watch movies together occasionally and have a few laughs. She has lightened up as I have also extended a hand of kindness with a boundary. She like most just needs some loving kindness with mutual respect.
Gentle Loving Hugs my Dearest DS Family
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So glad your roommate is acting better. You did great by being friendly, but still making the boundaries clear. She probably expected you would be her constant companion, but she has to know that you need your space to heal. I\'m so sorry about your son. That has to be heartbreaking. My kids may roll their eyes, but they have never been cruel to me. I can\'t imagine that feeling. I think you would love Arizona. I sure hope it works out for you. It seems like a great idea to let go of most of your possessions and travel light in this world. Great advice from someone whose house is full of stuff, but in theory, it seems like a good idea. You are a dear. So proud that you are writing. Love you. Heather.
Yay!! The days of feeling goid are to be celebrated. So happy also that you were able to deal with your roomate with kindness, all that spiritual training is paying off.
A retreat in the desert sounds so good. I know you will make therught decisions. Blessings and hugs.
such great news across the board! clear mri, congrats:) roommate, 2 thumbs up, the next move sounds exciting, and your mindset with your son is perfect, I am so happy to hear u sound so well!:)
Namaste kindred soul. Things are looking up.So happy to hear that your MRI was clear.More peace with your share lady too.You handled it all so well by giving out good energy but still protecting your own energy with boundaries. When I thought of you in the desert I saw you wearing red for physical strength.Truly I did.A red blouse in a very soft fabric. I hope your son has a shift in consciousness and starts giving you the love and respect you deserve.I know it must wound your gentle heart. Change is always possible so I pray it comes for him. Some purification of his heart. Love you Debra.You are very special.A wealthy spiritual warrior woman. xoxoxoxo