Words

People think that I'm so open but honestly I'm not people what I want them to know about me. Since I was little I have had a shield without even knowing. I wear a mask . People see what they want to see out of me. Like for example a few of my friends get mad because they think Im insensitive to some of their issues because I don't respond they think I should have. It's not that simple for me though, in my head my thoughts seem clear but when they come out it doesn't form right. I have good intentions but sometimes they just don't turn out right. I have had a really rough day today and I sit here with a lost of words as to how to explain my mood. Sometimes I feel as if no one will truly understand my way of thinking again. I literally can't get through a day with out some one getting upset at me for my opinion or because I didn't say the right thing and that's not just one person in my life but almost everyone. My mind is kinda going 100 miles an hour right now and I'm not sure how I will get through tonight