i keep getting night mares, they are really bad. i feel bad cause last night i woke up my cousin for the 2 nd time by screaming:( it wasnt good.
i misssss my girlfriend i ahvent seen her in a while but im seeing her on saturday so that will be good:)))
family - oh god, idk things at my moms are going really bad. my sister went over there it was a wreck she didnt have any food, nothing.:( im sending her money to help with her rent , and to buy food. she mad because im sending it to my sister so i know its gunna be used for food and rent. she makes me angry cause she should be happy im sending it at all.
my 11 year old lil cousin got arrested and is in juvenile hall he has court soon:(
it saddens me:(((
i havent talked to jenny(my bestfriend) and that scares me but its so hard to  get ahold of her, because she doesnt have a phone:(
im trying to get everything transferred out here which is way harder than i thought but, it has to be done.
i have the most amazing awesome wonderul nice cute gorgeous beautiful most perfect girlfriend ever. she is always there for me and she never leaves. she loves me and never stops, even when i do stupid things or say them. even when i get annoying or obnoxious. she is just  absolutley perfect<3
well im leaving now so
byeee
ps.iloveyou,djm<3