i fucking hate life, i am drunk off my ass, and im so tired of ppl being fake, i learned ppls true colors when i went to the hospital, they all left my life, took off, they are happy and i am here feeling shitty but  im here for them, i love them no matter what
i wanna die tonight i hope i do
but i prolly wont becuz im a fucking weenie even when im drunk,
gah i miss k dog alot hopfully she comes bak in my life
bananna left me
mimi tore me apart
our anniverery was yesterday
it killed me
i miss her
 i wanna hate her but i cant
i wanna hate bananna but i cant
i am a doushe bag and i need to go to hell good nite world