cant get myself to get up
ive been crying in this room for already an hour and a half,
im shaking
my head hurts
im trying to get myself together for the kids but
i cant, so many thoughts are going thru my heady pp
i miss so many ppl
i got new today that crushed me but its alright
i miss so many ppl
everyone fucking walks out of my fucking life
my own family fucking hates me and uses me
i dont hav  any fucking friends
im a fucking nobody
and i never will be anything
life is a bitch and i cant wait to fucking die!!!
that will be the happiest day of my fucking life!!!
fuckkkk1!!111!!!
gaioh'fegwwihoh'gfwekpo'gepoopgehoi'h
ughhhh kill me please!!!