fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
haha i am the bigest stupid asss in the world
i fucked up my relationship for good
im stupid
i could have just waited but i didnt
but honestly i never thought she was ever going to come back andd love me again
its not like  i went and had sex with a girl or like i was in a relationship
idk
i really feel horrible
but at the same time i think she  is seeing a girl to.
honestly i hope that the girl is way better than me because honestly she deserves the best
she is so amazing in everyway.
you guys have no idea:]
i love my mimi:]<3
it makes me sad to think that now she is with some one else but hey at least she is happy right
haha i feel like such a doosh
and to think about what i was going to do last nite makes everything worse
i was going to take myself out of this world.
it makes it worse because she is still standing strong and im being a lil wussy:[
she goes through so much more than me and im the one so weak:[
i called her one last time and she fucking answered the time my hopes werent high i honestly thought she wasnt gunna answer but she did it was a sighn from god i swear to god
i herd her voice and my heart dropped. i missed it so much. its so soft you can barley hear her talk. i loved it<3
anyways ima go cause i feel like shit  byeeee<love you mimi<333