hmmmm well lets see i've been packing can't wait to leave this place start fresh and new yeah boiiii!!!! my mom is pissed at me  but i got to do this for me so im just ignoring her and my dad is happy for me so thats a lil comforting. i've been thinking a little and ithink hate is to strong of a word but i really really dislike christina. she hurt me so bad and im so tired of being nice about it she is so cruel to me but im tired of it i feel bad for that girl cause somtime she's going to realize that she lost alot of good people and all because she thinks she is to  good. what hurts he most is that she is doing a lot of this for a guy. a guy who would probally leave her for someone better in a heartbeat. anyways im tired of talking aout her.  so  i cant wait to get on that plane and get out of california. a whole lot of people want to come here and i just want out of here anywhere but her lolim getting a lot better with my controling my thoughts which is good.well im going to bed so god night sweet dreams lollove always jessica nicole