I have been so up and down lately that it's ridiculous. Music seems to help. Having a positive song on while I work seems to cheer me up, and songs about never giving up seem to give me some of my hope back. Maybe music is the key to setting myself straight again this time.
Had a long talk with my mr last night which got a lot of things off of my chest. Feeling a lot better than I was. No longer want to just curl up in a corner and die, at least temporarily. He still doesn't know that I've been struggling with food again, but at least we got to talk about a lot of the other things.