I've been restricting lately, I'm ashamed to say. Not that it has had any of the desired affects. In fact, I think I'm heavier now than when I first started.
Now though,  all I want to do is go and buy as much junk food as possible. I want to eat it all. It's been a very long while since I've needed to do this and I'm resisting as much as I can. I really don't want to put any weight on right now, it would only make things worse.
I think the main cause is that work has been really stressful the last few weeks. I've been a total idiot. I'm also thinking I'm not considerate enough of others which is making me sad. Maybe this is my brains way of trying to cheer myself up. Justgot tto try not to give in.