I think I've been letting my neurotic side out to play a little too much in the last few weeks. I mentioned something earlier and my colleagues just gave each other a knowing look. And now I'm really anxious about whether they know about what I'm really like. I don't want them to see the side of me that spends every day arguing with myself, but I think stress among other things is stopping me from holding it in at the moment.
I want to lose weight so bad, but I'm starting to show it. I've never been incapable of hiding it before, and I don't know how to handle myself any more. I can't let them find out.