So after having such a rough time over the last few weeks, I decided yesterday that my day was going to be better. It's amazing how much of a difference a positive outlook can give. It was still a hard day,  but I was trying to see the positives in everything.
I am also making some gifts for some friends who are feeling low at the moment which is making me feel a little better about myself. I know that if someone were to show me they cared when I'm feeling low then I wouldn't be in half of the state I'm in, so I want them to know that there's someone there for them when they want to talk.
I'd also like to take this opportunity,  while I'm feeling almost sane, to thank those on ds who put up with my whinges. This is my only place to vent, and I have nobody outside of this who I can talk to frankly. I hope that from my ramblings, you don't think I'm an emotionally draining and negative person. I can be optimistic sometimes too. I hope you all have a lovely weekend, and can try to stay positive x