Tomorrow

It's tomorrow. I don't know the exact time, the ME's office didn't see fit to find out despite my pleas. I really wanted to know. This pain...you know...2 short years...a lifetime. Where is everyone?? I couldn't get rid of them 2 years and a day ago, now they have forgotten. I just want to run away, far, far away...but not from her. I can't get close enough to her. It's too much for me, I wasn't meant for this. I want my baby back.

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jrjm3050
jrjm3050

Sending you lots of love and prayers. We are all here for you.
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Understanding with my whole heart.

Love and heartfelt prayers to carry you dear Gina.
mx55mom
mx55mom

Every mom\'s nightmare, that they will forget. It seems like it, but they don\'t. I think they just don\'t know what to say so they stay away. How can they possibly forget our wonderful kids? It just plain sucks what we have to endure during this journey. Never thought I could make it this far, but we do by the grace of God, even though we don\'t really understand His plans....
saltwatercowgirl
saltwatercowgirl

Understanding with every fiber in my body....we will never forget....Cassi..Cassi...Cassi.....sending love..hugs to YOU....
KneeDeep
KneeDeep

Sending you gentle thoughts and hugs gina.
donnasd
donnasd

Will be thinking of you & Cassi tomorrow. I\'ll light a candle for her & say her name. Hope the day is as peaceful as possible for you.
Hugs,

Donna
laurim45
laurim45

Praying for your heart. That unceasing yearning is so hard to rise up out of. You can do this. I believe in you.
Jasons1mom
Jasons1mom

I am so sorry, and I know. It just isn\'t fair. Yet, we are here, for you as you are for each and every one of us. Tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that.
I will hold you and Cassi in my heart tomorrow and the day after that. This journey is one that we need all the friends and people who love us and remember our precious children and I have learned in my brand new 3 years that the only people who will walk this journey with me are the Moms here. Gina, you are here and we are here and maybe we are enough.
I hope so.
Gentlest of hugs, my friend. I KNOW.
Merrilee
biowoman
biowoman

Thinking of you and Cassie today. They haven\'t forgotten...
babiboismom
babiboismom

Hugging you with all my strength & love.
MomofJosh
MomofJosh

I am feeling the pit of my stomach fall as I read this. Oh how I know, how I remember. Cassi, you are forever loved and forever remembered here! Gina, we are here for you!
RememberKala
RememberKala

(((hugs))) and lots of LOVE being sent.
CFMOM2
CFMOM2

Sending you some vibes of healing and understanding. Cassi give your Mom a sign of you. We remember!! Hugs, Kathy
carasmom
carasmom

I\'m so sorry. Hugs to you and Cassi.

Cassi I am so sad that you felt so sad in that moment... Please visit with my Cara. Tell her, not only were you loved, you are loved.

http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=you+were+loved&view=detail&mid=0BBC5F42AA30ACDFB98A0BBC5F42AA30ACDFB98A&FORM=VIRE5
KandL
KandL

The ME\'S office in Boston couldn\'t tell me the time Ed left for Heaven either. So much we won\'t know until we see our kids again, I guess.
Cassi and you will not be forgotten here. Cassi is loved...