I miss her
I miss her so much...I can read as many books as I can find, join as many support groups possible, meditate, dream, hear psychic readings...all these help ease the pain temporarily, but the truth is my child isn't alive anymore...I need all the help I can get, but no matter what, she is gone...and it hurts, it hurts.
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i wish so much that I could come and hug you and cry with you. I hear you - nothing changes the fact that our girls are no longer here with us. And it hurts so much.
Love and huge hugs of caring,
Marlene
I soooooo agree!! No ammount of all the things you mentioned, will bring them back!! Bottom line !!! It hurts like nothing has ever hurt before!!
I am so thankful, for all my soth, because they all understand !!!!
((((BIG HUGS))))....Julia
I know, my friend! I devoured the internet and the library (for books) seeking help after Michael died. I read them over and over until they had nothing else to say to me. And then I read them again. Until I no longer needed them. And that day will come, but I know that does not help for now. Love to you and I understand. That always helped me, just to know that other Mom\'s completely understand.
Peace.
It really does suck. We miss their physical presence so much. Sometimes I feel like my heart is straining out of my chest to connect with Doug. Much love to you. Sue xo
Yes trying to cope by reading, listening to cd\'s, work or whatever never takes the pain away. It always lurks in the back of our hearts and minds. Sending you some peace, Love, Kathy
Just keep trudging on the roadone day at a timeRemember that she is blissfully happy with God and you will see her for sure when you transition too! Peace, Donna p.s. I\'m glad that you had a dream (last journal) and were dancing together.sounds like a fun timejust like she has ALL the time now in Heaven!
You will never stop missing you precious daughter, but never stop seeking comfort from books, support groups and etc. I know that there are no mere words that can bring you peace at these times except maybe to say that we are all there with you! The comfort and solace that we find from one another can never be measures. Just know that you are not alone, we all feel and share your pain and together moment by moment, breath by breath we will make it through this deep valley till we can stand atop the next mountain and see the sunshine once again. Sending you warm gentle and big healing hugs....Kathy
Yes. She\'s gone. It hurts.
Facing this reality sucks!
I\'m so sorry Cassi isn\'t here with you as she should be.
This is the bottom line. Yesterday I was watching a TV series on Amazon Streaming video with my Roku and one of the characters made an extremely profound statement: \"You carry the grief, you always carry the grief, but comes a time you have to make room for other things.\"
It\'s hard, your time has not yet arrived, nor has mine. I am in transition, I am in a cocoon whether to be a butterfly or a moth, it\'s truly up to me. How can \"missing\" your daughter ever change, really? Someday, some how, you will make room for other things.
Understanding and yes, missing your beloved Cassi always.
There will come a time when she is not the very first thought in your heart and mind and the very last at night. It will catch you by surprise and then there will be so many feelings that you will be dealing with when you find yourself in this new space.
None of this helps now in this moment, I know... Yet, your sisters of the heart are scattering seeds of hope that when ready and tended to gently will sprout tender new shoots and will be there for you to use however you need them. Keep walking and and keep trusting the process dear one... Just keep walking even if it feels like a limp.
This reality is SO very harsh, I know and I\'m sending the most gentle hugs that I have.
With you and caring~
XO Joanie