54 days

This addiction is strange. Woke up this morning with a strong pull to go to a casino. The logical side of my brain seemed to be turned off and struggled with fighting the pull. Got out of bed and got my coffee. Immediately started looking at my bank account and bills. Then read the paper, watched TV, started laundry and before you know it finally the pull has passed. Now I'm on this site grateful that I could fight it off. Feeling sort of blah but at least my bank accounts are in tact. Very challenging feeling.