tough Day
Having the toughest day.....Wednesday this time 2 years ago, my daughter entered the hospital and my life changed forever. Flooded with memories, I HATE THIS.....ROLLER COASTER......people laughing, talking about the holidays......I JUST WANT TO SCREAM.....ME, ME ME ME ME ME....WHAT ABOUT ME?????????????????? I'm hurting here, so sad.....but it's a choice right? to be happy in spite of how I'm feeling....I know feelings are sometimes fleeting and will pass -----roller coaster of emotions.......HATE IT
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Vicki, the painful memories just plain hurt. Coupled with everyone feeling festive at this time of the year. it just intensifies the painful contrast that is ours as mothers of children who have passed. Tight hugs of understanding, Linda
Oh the pain.... Sometimes feels unbearable. You are here among moms who understand your feelings & hurt. Wrapping our arms around you & holding you tight. Deep breaths... Sometimes that\'s all we can do, but it\'s enough for the moment. The moms here taught me that feeling leads to healing. Vicki you are moving forward on this journey, we are walking with you hand in hand and heart to heart.