Thank you
Thank you for all of your sweet hugs, kind words and birthday wishes for Jennifer. This 2nd year w/o Jennifer has been very difficult as the numbness I felt the 1st year has now worn off. I was at work, and everytime I received a hug, I smiled. One co-worker came and hugged me and left - so sweet. So thank you so much - your thoughtfulness is priceless.
I am at work, full swing into this school year. I have been so busy with medical needs for students, parents, etc.....I'm already looking for the next holiday :) Alot is changing with Hunter, guardianship, etc and I just can't write about it yet....I'm processing what would be best for Hunter and I'm having a tough time with that as I really want to be such a needy grandma.....Hunter is doing well, began high school and one day @ time. When I'm more secure in my decisions with Hunter, I'll share....I just feel so fragile and emotional that I live in my coccoon most of the time.
Anyway tomorrow is Friday and I'm staying home this week-end as the past 2 week-ends I've been gone. I'm feeling old and tired tonite.....Sending hugs and much love to you all. Vicki
I am at work, full swing into this school year. I have been so busy with medical needs for students, parents, etc.....I'm already looking for the next holiday :) Alot is changing with Hunter, guardianship, etc and I just can't write about it yet....I'm processing what would be best for Hunter and I'm having a tough time with that as I really want to be such a needy grandma.....Hunter is doing well, began high school and one day @ time. When I'm more secure in my decisions with Hunter, I'll share....I just feel so fragile and emotional that I live in my coccoon most of the time.
Anyway tomorrow is Friday and I'm staying home this week-end as the past 2 week-ends I've been gone. I'm feeling old and tired tonite.....Sending hugs and much love to you all. Vicki
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Hunter is Jennifers son?? a nd you want him to live with you? You will have to explain that to me later That first year for me was so emotional I was up and down all day. I had my sister to talk to thank God we would talk for hours and cry. Roz. has been gone 11 years n ow (she died0 from Lupus) I still just out of the blue start crying 11 years later. How could we ever forget our kids? Well I better let you go. Bless your sweet angel Jennifer and hunter and love for you. .Mary Ann
Dearest Vicki. I am glad to hear that you had peaceful time on Jennifer\'s birthday; and it is good to hear that you had caring co-workers.
Only share if and when you wish. I just hope that all goes well.
Love and tight hugs,
Marlene
So glad you had a good day remembering your sweet Jennifer!
Loving hugs to you, my friend. xxx
I\'m glad you had a peaceful day. Hoping everything works out for the best for Hunter. Hugs, Paula
Much love dearest Vicki and Jennifer is ALWAYS remembered here. I know what peace that brings me and hope it lifts you as well.
Easy does it just like a turtle and resting in the knowledge that you are doing your very BEST by Hunter and that everything is and will work out. So much of this life in the moment just does not make one bit of sense, I know, yet I have a strong sense that several months out from all of this, you will look back and just think, \"Wow...\" So that\'s why that had to happen and that...
Please have some time just for you this weekend as I know how crazy busy the beginnings of school years are.
Much, much loving care,
XO Joanie
Sending you healing hugs. I do remember year 2. Keep your positive self.
As Joanie said the turtle can move and also carry its hiding spot when needed.
Penny
Isn\'t it wonderful the love and thoughtfulness from friends when those inevitable dates come along. I\'m so happy that you could find smiles this year. It never gets easier but it does get different and we bear it a little better. Hope the school year is a good year and things work out with Hunter. Much love. Robin
Yes even one good friend is a true help. Peace, Kathy
I\'m sorry I missed sending you a note on Jennifer\'s bday. Year 2 is definitely crummy. Thinking of our children, Jennifer and Jackson. Hugs, Laura